There is no word to be said.
But I know what I feel.
Distance.
Sometimes, it make you feel better.
Sometimes, it make you feel lonely.
Sometimes, it make you feel missing.
Sometimes, it make you feel lost.
Sometimes, it make you feel worry.
Sometimes, it is nice, interesting and challenging.
But what can I do with the distance.
Let we wait. Let we see. Let we feel.
Cause there have a time which Allah will shows you everything that you want.
Allah will let you know what you don't know.
Allah will help you answer all the questions in your mind.
Allah will be the very best listener and believer as you put your trust on Him.
Allah will not disappoint you. Allah will keep you in calm in waiting what are you waiting.
Allah, nobody knows, I keep it between us. And I believe that there must be a reason why you give this feeling. Why you test me in this way. And why must I, myself have to face all this.
"Hati aku Allah yang pegang, Kalau nak, mintak kat Allah. Bukan kat aku"
And even no word speak out from my mouth, it not means nothing. cause my mouth said nothing, but my heart said everything.
I'm sorry for being over. I'm sorry for being hoping. I'm sorry for being waiting. I'm sorry for being missing. I'm sorry for being loving.
I'm just a normal girl that put Allah on her first place in her heart but at the same time she want to be loved by the one that put Allah on his first place in his heart.
I don't really know you but I don't even know why I'm being like this towards you. Its happened in sudden without I realize. You are a friend of mine in the past, and I don't expect you will be an important person for me now. I don't want put any hope on you, But I put my hope to Allah.
Take care of your heart and love Allah first than others.
-Miss Sera-
